I Still by Hunter Kozak Lyrics
I'm still. I'm paralyzed by fear
Disgust, and this searing guilt
I'm still agonized by tears
From this love that took years to build
I thought that it would last the motion
Of a crashing ocean
But with rash emotion
You blast it open
With the casual spoken words
I gasp and moan and hurt
I cry, and I beg, and I plead
Ignore the lies that you said cuz
Girl, you're all that I need
It's so puzzling..
We fit perfectly together
But now I've lost a piece to my heart
And I'm struggling
It's been hurting me forever
I've been seeing this battle eating me from the start
And now, even my shadow leaves me in the dark
Because I still miss all of our laughs
I still wish to get it all back
I still think of when I kissed and hugged you
And I can't sleep because I still love you
I drown in tears of sorrow
And now, in here I'm hollow
I sigh, and say my heart will come through
But that's a lie as long as I still love you
It's sad. I'm on the brink of disaster
And I can't fall asleep
But I'm glad when I think of your laughter
So that's just what I'll dream
All the love I received
Now I think that I've lost it
I'm sick of feeling diseased;
Tired of being exhausted
And the truth of the matter's
That for you, I would rather
Escape to the one place
I could group what is scattered
All the dreams of you with me..
I'll sleep and you kiss me
But I wake up
And it's grief that you give me
And I'll recall that blissful serenity
When I wished for integrity
But then you told the truth
That hardened audacity
Cold-hearted veracity
But I'll still hold to you
Because I still miss all of our laughs
I still wish to get it all back
I still think of when I kissed and hugged you
And I can't sleep because I still love you
I drown in tears of sorrow
And now, in here I'm hollow
I lie, and say my heart will come through
And then I cry because I still love you
And I gaze at the azure sky
With a haze of scarlet light
In your world, I'm a passerby
But I'll miss my girl tonight
I'll still miss my girl tonight
I still miss all of our laughs
I still wish, but I'll be intact
The knots in my heart will undo
Even though it's hard and even though I loved you
Lie still. Block out the sorrow
Life will have hope tomorrow
I might someday start to come through
I'll smile, and say I'm glad I loved you
Disgust, and this searing guilt
I'm still agonized by tears
From this love that took years to build
I thought that it would last the motion
Of a crashing ocean
But with rash emotion
You blast it open
With the casual spoken words
I gasp and moan and hurt
I cry, and I beg, and I plead
Ignore the lies that you said cuz
Girl, you're all that I need
It's so puzzling..
We fit perfectly together
But now I've lost a piece to my heart
And I'm struggling
It's been hurting me forever
I've been seeing this battle eating me from the start
And now, even my shadow leaves me in the dark
Because I still miss all of our laughs
I still wish to get it all back
I still think of when I kissed and hugged you
And I can't sleep because I still love you
I drown in tears of sorrow
And now, in here I'm hollow
I sigh, and say my heart will come through
But that's a lie as long as I still love you
It's sad. I'm on the brink of disaster
And I can't fall asleep
But I'm glad when I think of your laughter
So that's just what I'll dream
All the love I received
Now I think that I've lost it
I'm sick of feeling diseased;
Tired of being exhausted
And the truth of the matter's
That for you, I would rather
Escape to the one place
I could group what is scattered
All the dreams of you with me..
I'll sleep and you kiss me
But I wake up
And it's grief that you give me
And I'll recall that blissful serenity
When I wished for integrity
But then you told the truth
That hardened audacity
Cold-hearted veracity
But I'll still hold to you
Because I still miss all of our laughs
I still wish to get it all back
I still think of when I kissed and hugged you
And I can't sleep because I still love you
I drown in tears of sorrow
And now, in here I'm hollow
I lie, and say my heart will come through
And then I cry because I still love you
And I gaze at the azure sky
With a haze of scarlet light
In your world, I'm a passerby
But I'll miss my girl tonight
I'll still miss my girl tonight
I still miss all of our laughs
I still wish, but I'll be intact
The knots in my heart will undo
Even though it's hard and even though I loved you
Lie still. Block out the sorrow
Life will have hope tomorrow
I might someday start to come through
I'll smile, and say I'm glad I loved you