Da Real Me by Hst Ocho Lyrics
[Intro]
Ain't got no choice
(JTK)
Ain't got no choice
(This is an MB13 Production)
Ain't got no choice
[Chorus]
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep
[Verse 1]
It was like '07 when my granny got shot
They walked up broad day, started sending them shots
I was layin' on the couches, about seven o'clock
I rolled down on the flo' cause I ain't tryna' get popped
'Member everything, nigga it ain't shit I forgot
It was all over her [?] now I won't ever stop
Want some bloodshed, shit then it's drop after drop
It hit her in her arm, that shit ain't even make Fox
H Street, H Street, I seen so many thangs
I seen my cousin uncle hit up in his brain
It wasn't from a distance, it was close range
I watched some real niggas life get short-changed, aye
[Pre-Chorus]
I made my choice and I chose my avenue
'Bino died, and it changed my attitude
Used to kick it with him everyday, after school
Taught me game, how to turn one stack to two
Granny H always said she was proud of you
So my footsteps, I'ma follow after you
Shit happens, don't expect or imagine to
Now this lifestyle, nigga I'm accustomed to
[Chorus]
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep (JTK)
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep
[Verse 2]
I seen my idol smokin' crack, it changed my mind-frame
I gotta make it to the top, no I can't be the same
I swear it's feelin' like I'm living in a bright flame
FIve losses back to back, it's like a mind game
I don't get it, I'm committed
All my wrongs, I been admitted
Seem no matter what I do
Evil always catch me slippin'
Found a passion, then I fixed it
My depression like a sickness
To have loved and have lost
It's survival of the fittest
[Bridge]
All the-
All the people that I've lost
Just come see me in a dream
Sometimes I be so hurt
Then I cannot feel a thing
All the time wasted
Is merely just a dream
Feelin' numb when I wake
Every day a bad dream
Wish I didn't feel a thing
Wish I didn't feel a thing
Wish I didn't feel a thing
Gazin' at the stars, wonderin' why it ain't what it seem
Why it ain't what it seem?
[Chorus]
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
Ain't got no choice
(JTK)
Ain't got no choice
(This is an MB13 Production)
Ain't got no choice
[Chorus]
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep
[Verse 1]
It was like '07 when my granny got shot
They walked up broad day, started sending them shots
I was layin' on the couches, about seven o'clock
I rolled down on the flo' cause I ain't tryna' get popped
'Member everything, nigga it ain't shit I forgot
It was all over her [?] now I won't ever stop
Want some bloodshed, shit then it's drop after drop
It hit her in her arm, that shit ain't even make Fox
H Street, H Street, I seen so many thangs
I seen my cousin uncle hit up in his brain
It wasn't from a distance, it was close range
I watched some real niggas life get short-changed, aye
[Pre-Chorus]
I made my choice and I chose my avenue
'Bino died, and it changed my attitude
Used to kick it with him everyday, after school
Taught me game, how to turn one stack to two
Granny H always said she was proud of you
So my footsteps, I'ma follow after you
Shit happens, don't expect or imagine to
Now this lifestyle, nigga I'm accustomed to
[Chorus]
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep (JTK)
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me
A lot of foul situations, but I'm still me
Deaths, crimes, and homicide - this shit feel deep
[Verse 2]
I seen my idol smokin' crack, it changed my mind-frame
I gotta make it to the top, no I can't be the same
I swear it's feelin' like I'm living in a bright flame
FIve losses back to back, it's like a mind game
I don't get it, I'm committed
All my wrongs, I been admitted
Seem no matter what I do
Evil always catch me slippin'
Found a passion, then I fixed it
My depression like a sickness
To have loved and have lost
It's survival of the fittest
[Bridge]
All the-
All the people that I've lost
Just come see me in a dream
Sometimes I be so hurt
Then I cannot feel a thing
All the time wasted
Is merely just a dream
Feelin' numb when I wake
Every day a bad dream
Wish I didn't feel a thing
Wish I didn't feel a thing
Wish I didn't feel a thing
Gazin' at the stars, wonderin' why it ain't what it seem
Why it ain't what it seem?
[Chorus]
Ain't got no choice
But to feel me
'Cause I'm tellin' you da real me