I cant do this anymore by Hrtbrk Lyrics

[Hook]
I'm tired of the life that I live
I'm tired of the pain and regret
I'm tired of living
I'm so tired of living

[Verse 1]
Let me leave you know
You'll be better off without me
And if you're doubting that that's true because it's awful sounding
Then you're wrong
It's the whole truth
I just need to be
Gone from everyone's mind
And placed in hell where I can see
Just what it is to feel your consequences burn you
And live there for eternity so I can see the whole view
Yes I have faith in God but do I deserve to be in heaven?
No, and if I was granted access I'd just leave that second

[Hook]
I'm tired of the life that I live
I'm tired of the pain and regret
I'm tired of living
I'm so tired of living
[Verse 2]
I need to see that my decisions aren't ever great
I fuck up every relationship and family that comes my way
I'm done with hurting people, making lives turn upside down
I'd rather go and end my life than watch another crumble now
It's so unbearable I can't understand it
Why am I the way I am I'm lost alone on this planet
Just wanna vanish and establish a connection with God
But all I hear is the static when I'm selecting to call

[Hook]
I'm tired of the life that I live
I'm tired of the pain and regret
I'm tired of living
I'm so tired of living