Lifes More Colourful by Home At Last Lyrics
I can't function in this mental state anymore, like a butterfly with broken wings slowly sinking to the floor
Stuck in this drought with no escape from my feelings, burying my thoughts and trying my hardest to conceal it
And I keep telling myself that I'll be fine but my self doubt says otherwise but maybe if I keep this fight, I'll finally start to feel alive
Hide my pain behind a closed door
Bury my heart beneath the floorboards because I can't ache for you like this anymore
No I can't ache for you like this anymore
Hold me in place so the room stops moving
I'll close my eyes because your voice is soothing
Like bare branches blossoming into green
I'll watch the darkness recede when you sing me to sleep
Because my throat still burns when I speak your name and I hope you'd be surprised by the man I became
I'm determined that this illness will not be my demise but I bet life's more colourful through anybody else's eyes
I hope you know you're missing out on all the good things happening now, I guess I'm lucky that I found a way out
Hold me in place so the room stops moving
I'll close my eyes because your voice is soothing
Like bare branches blossoming into green
I'll watch the darkness recede when you sing me to sleep
The road to recovery's been long but now the end's in sight, is this what getting better feels like? (x2)
I don't care if I'm the first, I just want to be the last one to hold you. (x2)
Stuck in this drought with no escape from my feelings, burying my thoughts and trying my hardest to conceal it
And I keep telling myself that I'll be fine but my self doubt says otherwise but maybe if I keep this fight, I'll finally start to feel alive
Hide my pain behind a closed door
Bury my heart beneath the floorboards because I can't ache for you like this anymore
No I can't ache for you like this anymore
Hold me in place so the room stops moving
I'll close my eyes because your voice is soothing
Like bare branches blossoming into green
I'll watch the darkness recede when you sing me to sleep
Because my throat still burns when I speak your name and I hope you'd be surprised by the man I became
I'm determined that this illness will not be my demise but I bet life's more colourful through anybody else's eyes
I hope you know you're missing out on all the good things happening now, I guess I'm lucky that I found a way out
Hold me in place so the room stops moving
I'll close my eyes because your voice is soothing
Like bare branches blossoming into green
I'll watch the darkness recede when you sing me to sleep
The road to recovery's been long but now the end's in sight, is this what getting better feels like? (x2)
I don't care if I'm the first, I just want to be the last one to hold you. (x2)