How Im Feelin by Holger Andersen Lyrics
Life can be funny sometimes
I often wonder why try
I often see myself on top a high rise
Ready to jump
Suicidal tendencies I'll never discuss but
I'm done with it all, from no love to withdrawals
I feel like punchin' a wall
But what's that gonna do?
How will that help me with my solitude?
The first step is to accept I got problems too
I know that I can't change it, for the past three years all I've had to deal with is my heart breaking
I can't take it, I wanna find a misso that won't partake in
All that dumb shit, going out getting drunk shit
Find another bloke on some slut shit
Going back to his house, she gonna suck dick
I ain't with it, my mind stay timid, too much pressure at my age, which is
At my age which is, why I'm feelin' like this
I ain't coping, I ain't dealin' like this
I just wanna die I ain't really fightin'
My brain is stressin'
I want you all to meet my old mate depression
If I was feelin' fine still I wouldn't think that I'd feel the need to go and write this song
Too many problems that be stuck on my chest
I'm being honest, I'm just another brother depressed
If I was feelin' fine still I wouldn't think that I'd feel the need to go and write this song
Too many problems that be stuck on my chest
I'm being honest, I'm just another brother depressed
It's sad what I'm feeling right now, cause I don't wanna be alive no more
If I could go back in time then I probably woulda tried, I probably woulda tried some more
If I change, will this pain still surround me?
Or will it build inside me more
I'm sick of life, sick of being alone
I tell you this cause I'm sick of suicidal thoughts
My middle name is struggle city
My emotions they keep fuckin with me
I want it all to stop, with every problem that I've got
I got a thousand demons comin with me
Draggin' me down
They keep draggin' me down
I've had it for now, so I'll take a stab at em by rappin' about it
If I was feelin' fine still I wouldn't think that I'd feel the need to go and write this song
Too many problems that be stuck on my chest
I'm being honest, I'm just another brother depressed
It's sad what I'm feeling right now, cause I don't wanna be alive no more
If I could go back in time then I probably woulda tried, I probably woulda tried some more
If I change, will this pain still surround me?
Or will it build inside me more
I'm sick of life, sick of being alone
I tell you this cause I'm sick of suicidal thoughts
I often wonder why try
I often see myself on top a high rise
Ready to jump
Suicidal tendencies I'll never discuss but
I'm done with it all, from no love to withdrawals
I feel like punchin' a wall
But what's that gonna do?
How will that help me with my solitude?
The first step is to accept I got problems too
I know that I can't change it, for the past three years all I've had to deal with is my heart breaking
I can't take it, I wanna find a misso that won't partake in
All that dumb shit, going out getting drunk shit
Find another bloke on some slut shit
Going back to his house, she gonna suck dick
I ain't with it, my mind stay timid, too much pressure at my age, which is
At my age which is, why I'm feelin' like this
I ain't coping, I ain't dealin' like this
I just wanna die I ain't really fightin'
My brain is stressin'
I want you all to meet my old mate depression
If I was feelin' fine still I wouldn't think that I'd feel the need to go and write this song
Too many problems that be stuck on my chest
I'm being honest, I'm just another brother depressed
If I was feelin' fine still I wouldn't think that I'd feel the need to go and write this song
Too many problems that be stuck on my chest
I'm being honest, I'm just another brother depressed
It's sad what I'm feeling right now, cause I don't wanna be alive no more
If I could go back in time then I probably woulda tried, I probably woulda tried some more
If I change, will this pain still surround me?
Or will it build inside me more
I'm sick of life, sick of being alone
I tell you this cause I'm sick of suicidal thoughts
My middle name is struggle city
My emotions they keep fuckin with me
I want it all to stop, with every problem that I've got
I got a thousand demons comin with me
Draggin' me down
They keep draggin' me down
I've had it for now, so I'll take a stab at em by rappin' about it
If I was feelin' fine still I wouldn't think that I'd feel the need to go and write this song
Too many problems that be stuck on my chest
I'm being honest, I'm just another brother depressed
It's sad what I'm feeling right now, cause I don't wanna be alive no more
If I could go back in time then I probably woulda tried, I probably woulda tried some more
If I change, will this pain still surround me?
Or will it build inside me more
I'm sick of life, sick of being alone
I tell you this cause I'm sick of suicidal thoughts