Feather Letters Recreant Soldiers Fiesta by Heurt Lyrics

I know that I'm always around
But you know I'm never me
What was it you said you'd found in that hole in the middle of me
Nothing scares me quite like you and I
But I'm still standing in the same place waiting for you every night
With parade balloons and canapés

But you won't come back to see this
Let the streamers fly
If we'd all be so remiss
What was it you always said?
You're so far ahead of me but I keep turning around -
You're always there

Post feather letters through my door
Was a fearful child
But I adored you

I left my high strung heart at home
And the orchids out alone
Post feather letters through my door
Was a fearful child
But I adored you