Hard On Myself by Hemming Lyrics

I feel so weak but you call me strong
I could only see everything that was wrong
Because I don't understand where I am right now
I'm full of empty cans I just can't throw out
And I've been living life like a pendulum 
Swinging side to side, never moving on
Cause I've been stuck inside this place so long
I forget my life and where I came from
But I know you said let go I've been
So hard on myself for so long
Yeah I know you said let go I've been
Too hard on myself for too long
Break or bend I could make this work
Hope they comprehend show them what I'm worth
Or I could live a lie and stay their little girl
I'm barely getting by between two separate worlds
And I know you said let go I've been
So hard on myself for so long
Yeah I know you said let go I've been
Too hard on myself for too long
I can't regret who I've been
I can't expect to always win
I can't regret who I've been
I used to be so hard on myself for so long