No Cause by Hellhills Lyrics

So bored yet so worn out
Hidden in the waters
Disdain me, kick me out
Just like your others
Couldn't be bothered by the one who needed help
I thought I lost it all until I lost myself

I don't know what is real
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I'm still
Running in circles, can I please disappear?
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear

Exhausted from my thoughts
Foreign aggression
Feels like I'm being watched
By your impression

I know It's hard to live without any expression
Remеmber that your pain can function like a weapon
I don't know what is rеal
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I'm still
Running in circles, can I please disappear?
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear

Why do you still look so surprised
No matter how many times I try
Time and time again I fall, fall, fall, fall…

Lies
Why do you still look so surprised
No matter how many times I try
Time and time again I fall behind

I think I'm falling asleep
I pretend that I'm free
So keep your distance from me
Not who you want me to be

So fucking worthless
So undefined
So fucking helpless
When will I thrive?
I don't know what is real
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I'm still
Running in circles, can I please disappear?
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear

I don't know what is real
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I'm still
Running in circles, can I please disappear?
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear