Disappear by Hayden Lyrics

I woke up in a sweat
About something I might have said
When I had way too much
And words, they just fell out of my head
I know we're interesting
When we open up
And talk about what we should not

But what I told you I
Swore I'd keep until I died
And now that I've let you know
There's no way to let you go

So we headed North with our guns
To the field of deer
And waited for the sun
Like we did all of those years
Except this time you'll disappear