Counting Days by Haverford Lyrics

Lately I've been tired in too many ways
So tired of doing nothing only counting days
I know pretty soon we'll all have to part
We can watch our good ideas just slowly fade into the dark

We said that we were going to build something great
But how are we supposed to when I'm always two years late
But maybe we'll find a way, and maybe I'll forget
Or I'll never see a day where I don't feel regret

I guess I never thought I'd leave
And I never thought I'd see
A family torn apart, all because of mе
But you said that's my time to waste
And now I've sеaled our fate

And it's funny how, the best decisions we make
Become mistakes we hate

It's time to forget who I am, just like everybody else
Cause it's time to leave, or at least that's what I'm telling myself
And it's still hard to believe that even after I'm gone
Things move on without me
But I felt empty inside
So I made a decision that changed my whole life

I guess I never thought I'd leave
And I never thought I'd see
A family torn apart, all because of me
But you said that's my time to waste
And now I've sealed our fate