Burdened Soul by Hands Of Hope Lyrics

I walk around with a smile on my face
Because it's easier than explaining why I'm such a fucking mental case

It's such a struggle to even leave my bedroom, to lift my head up and face the day
Weighed down by the angst inside my chest
Worried about what people say

Mental asphyxiation

It's like a constant fight inside me
I've been left in a daze for days

For days I've been torn apart by this
I just lack feeling, it's like I'm stuck on the
Other side of the glass, it's like there's no way out
I've gotta keep it together

I find myself hoping tomorrow is a better day
Hoping
Waiting
Help me
Save me
Why won't anybody save me?
I'm sick of always lying, but it seems ingrained in me

With all this doubt in my mind
I don't think I'll be fine
Everyday is a test
And I never get rest
Now I'm no longer bound
And I'm getting used to the sound of this fucking war in my head