My Birthdays Are Meaningless To Me Now... by GxgetaLegion Lyrics

[Intro]
It feels like this is all just a "force of habit."
I swear, like, I just start these off just randomly
And it's just...
I just do it to vent I guess
Hmph

[Chorus]
My life feels like it's not worth living
All I do is keep giving
Never do I feel like I'm receiving
Birthday coming up, nothing is deserving, ay
My life feels like it's not worth living
All I do is keep giving, uh
Never do I feel like I'm receiving
Birthday coming up, nothing is deserving, ay
My life feels like it's not worth living
All I do is keep giving
Never do I feel like I'm receiving
Birthday coming up, nothing is deserving, ay
My life feels like it's not worth living
All I do is keep giving
Never do I feel like I'm receiving
Birthday coming up, nothing is deserving, ay
[Verse]
My birthday is coming up, brother asks about it
But I don't think I deserve anything for it
Life is but a meaningless cycle of work and pain
Only 18 and it feels like there is nothing left to gain
Life's feeling very lame in the taming of my soul
When there's no more anger, there is pain in the bowl
Mix the ingredients together and you get me, a story told
But never have I blown, where did all of my time go?
Bro, I don't care for my birthdays anymore, it's meaningless
Meaningless, yeah
Nothing to celebrate except living another year
All out of sheer luck do I carry on

[Chorus]
My life feels like it's not worth living
All I do is keep giving
Never do I feel like I'm receiving
Birthday coming up, nothing is deserving, ay
My life feels like it's not worth living
All I do is keep giving, uh
Never do I feel like I'm receiving
Birthday coming up, nothing is deserving, ay