Sleep Deprivation by Guwazny Lyrics

Subconsciously I'm reminded of thoughts of violence
In silence, I’m waiting for God to come and close my eyes forever
Understand that I try my best, with the stress I endeavor
Don't want you suffering, while tryna get my life together
Subconsciously I'm reminded of thoughts of violence
In silence, I’m waiting for God to come and close my eyes forever
Understand that I try my best, with the stress I endeavor
Don't want you suffering, while tryna get my life together

Look back at times I can't see, the abyss engulfing me
I really don't understand why I've been acting so impulsively, it's
The times like these where I just wanna hold you close to me
And you tell me things will get better, I'm thinking hopefully

I wish it wasn't so hard to show emotions
When I, don’t seem to care I just try, my best to show it to you
I’m deeply sorry for all that I have done wrong
I'm lost in a deep sleep where everything to me is so gone

Subconsciously I’m reminded of thoughts of violence
In silence, I'm waiting for God to come and close my eyes forever
Understand that I try my best, with the stress I endeavor
Don't want you suffering, while tryna get my life together
Subconsciously I'm reminded of thoughts of violence
In silence, I’m waiting for God to come and close my eyes forever
Understand that I try my best, with the stress I endeavor
Don't want you suffering, while tryna get my life together