Messed Up by Gus10 Lyrics

Way back home I tried to cut my hair
I messed up everywhere, at least that's what I said
Way back home I was glad nobody cared
No thoughts for me or prayers
No questions about my head

Sometimes your life ends as best
You're happy to rest
And sometimes your life isn't blessed

Way back home I hid it with a smile
I hid it with a lie

I didn't tell my friend
Way back home I heard my parents cry
I knew exactly why
Their gold would rust away

Sometimes your life kills the pain
You're happy again
And sometimes your life kills anyway
Awake from coma I tried to grab moms hand
But I couldn't reach as planned
I couldn't reach to land

Awake from coma I cried seeing my Gran
But I cried touching her hand