Lunacy by Guans Lyrics
[Intro - Mac Miller]
"To have all that space is a pro and a con, depending how you look at it, but its really just something within myself"
"That was the thing that I initially… that I liked for a while, but that’s more dangerous than actually in LA you’re kinda just sitting there by myself all the time you know
It just becomes uh… It becomes toxic"
[Verse - Guans]
At any moment afraid of being criticised
How my actions gon gain in front another’s pride
All the evils been fostering round me out of fear
All alone in this room wishing another’s there
Thought about it a lot cus it was weighing on me different ever sincе that day that my first mate done ditched it
Rеally thought the word trust was giving up to somebody else but found that its deeper than a paper would tell yourself
Im fortunate, I got a lot of things
Still nothing can compensate the way I think
Feels like theres common things that we wanna to link, and I think to myself that this is what I need
Built the trust cus I felt a lust reciprocated, turns out that the first move was one I’m making
We were close and were full of jokes that times were changing, even though we feared all of the separation
Times went on and our actions became a lot more close, yet I’m turning to see I’m following my ghost
I ain’t had a lot of luck in my past but I knew that if id stick it then somebody would last
I told her openly that we could grow the roots from the grass
We could blossom in the autumn while the wind was gone pass
But she look me in the eye and she told me I think, you should find somebody else who is nowhere near me
I sunk into my chair, on the night I was done I’ve had too many rejections don’t know what to become
Ive done tried so hard to fix all of my problems but whenever I think I’ve won another one comes I’m over it
Decided that id go lock myself cus if nobody gonna want me then id love to myself but all I found was the more that I fell caused a deeper yearn
We all people of action and learning from the hell
The only thing that was left is letting time to tell
Waking up everyday to think all of my failures, its a habit that we all done share
Take too many demons on we don’t know how to care
So as I’m sitting in this room falling into the well
I be wishing that ill make it to somewhere that is better here maybe writing this down will help me think of it clear
Lunacy has been growing hope I make it out of here ay
"To have all that space is a pro and a con, depending how you look at it, but its really just something within myself"
"That was the thing that I initially… that I liked for a while, but that’s more dangerous than actually in LA you’re kinda just sitting there by myself all the time you know
It just becomes uh… It becomes toxic"
[Verse - Guans]
At any moment afraid of being criticised
How my actions gon gain in front another’s pride
All the evils been fostering round me out of fear
All alone in this room wishing another’s there
Thought about it a lot cus it was weighing on me different ever sincе that day that my first mate done ditched it
Rеally thought the word trust was giving up to somebody else but found that its deeper than a paper would tell yourself
Im fortunate, I got a lot of things
Still nothing can compensate the way I think
Feels like theres common things that we wanna to link, and I think to myself that this is what I need
Built the trust cus I felt a lust reciprocated, turns out that the first move was one I’m making
We were close and were full of jokes that times were changing, even though we feared all of the separation
Times went on and our actions became a lot more close, yet I’m turning to see I’m following my ghost
I ain’t had a lot of luck in my past but I knew that if id stick it then somebody would last
I told her openly that we could grow the roots from the grass
We could blossom in the autumn while the wind was gone pass
But she look me in the eye and she told me I think, you should find somebody else who is nowhere near me
I sunk into my chair, on the night I was done I’ve had too many rejections don’t know what to become
Ive done tried so hard to fix all of my problems but whenever I think I’ve won another one comes I’m over it
Decided that id go lock myself cus if nobody gonna want me then id love to myself but all I found was the more that I fell caused a deeper yearn
We all people of action and learning from the hell
The only thing that was left is letting time to tell
Waking up everyday to think all of my failures, its a habit that we all done share
Take too many demons on we don’t know how to care
So as I’m sitting in this room falling into the well
I be wishing that ill make it to somewhere that is better here maybe writing this down will help me think of it clear
Lunacy has been growing hope I make it out of here ay