Goodbye Innocence by Grtfrdig Lyrics

I am left alone
Lost in this pitiful gutter of a world for one more night
I feel this sickening gloom spread inside my body
Could it be so hard to leave this life behind for good?
This wound festers inside of me
It makes me who I am
And it’s not what I want to be

This warmth that was once in my being
This hopeful light is now leaving me
I dig into my weathered skin to find it
To hold on before it disappears into the vast cruel dark

It slips through my fingers and dissipates
My soul now drowns in tears
And this emptiness crushes my heart into nothing
I was always prepared to walk all the way to my shallow grave
Alone