Sad Remake by Growing Cold Lyrics

I'm so sad
I'm crying thinking bout you
There's nothing I can do
Why I do the things I do
Is so mad
We should get high
Maybe then I'd enjoy life
Instead of lows every night

This sickness
Is all I can feel
This illness
Is all I can see
So help me
Survive this
I can't take it
Any more

So tell your lies
And let the flies
Fester and infest
And destroy your disguise
Fake your smiles
With denial
We'll watch despise
Walk you down the isle
I'm so sad
I'm crying thinking bout you
There's nothing I can do
Why I do the things I do
Is so mad
We should get high
Maybe then I'd enjoy life
Instead of lows every night

I can't take this pain
Hidden in our name
Swimming in my brain
I'm waste of time
Is it worth a life?
I'll tell you I'm fine
But fine isn't reachable
In my mind