Runnin’ by Gremlin Lyrics

I don’t love myself

Really hate this skin(yeah)

It’s hard to admit but i gotta commit ‘fore I break this pen

No one even knows of the place I’m in

Or how dark all these days have been

I just keep it all deep inside

I drink and drive then pray again

For some time I been on my own writing songs in the dark alone

About how I’m for from home even though I’m home

It’s all unkown

I call on god then he calls my mom
And she calls me like Mark what’s wrong

Said I’m fine she said quit lyin’

I know you been drinkin’ all night long

Didn’t admit that I been cryin’

I been sippin’ I been dyin’

I been ugh

Tryna find peace

Tryna find me I don’t know who I am

I don’t know what my purpose is

Or why my brain resurfaced this

I poor my drink then go to sleep

Cause the more I think the worse it gets

I just needa go somewhere for and I’ll be okay
I don’t need your help I’ll do this shit but in my own way

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)

Even if I try my very best you know I can’t stay

All I do is run and I’ll be runnin’ ‘til my last days

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)

I run from love but I run to pain

It sucks cause I love you but I can’t love you it’s such a shame

And no your not the one to blame

You probably think I’m runnin’ game

This comes from my childhood girl if I was good then I would stay

I think it’s fear of abandonment
I don’t know how to handle it

When they come and go I crumble slow just like I did as a kid

It made me toxic and hazardous

You won’t trust anyone after this

I’ll say goodbye to make you cry then afterwards plant a kiss

I pray for all these changes

All my friends have turned to strangers

My ex girl who I wronged is moving on and I don’t blame her

I been ugh

Been so selfish I’ve been broken I can’t help it

To the ones I’ve hurt for what it’s worth I’m sorry for what you dealt with

I just needa go somewhere for and I’ll be okay

I don’t need your help I’ll do this shit but in my own way

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)

Even if I try my very best you know I can’t stay

All I do is run and I’ll be runnin’ ‘til my last days

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)

I need you to leave me alone(Leave me alone)