SOLD by Good Looking Friends Lyrics

There goes my plane ticket
The ground's not quite the same
When you're looking down at it, no;
Watching sunrises rise

What do we leave behind?
A couple deeds forgotten in the twilight
When others lose their minds
Every sunrise will fall

I've got 21 years coming out of my head
They won't stop pouring out
I've got 45 fears to live before I'm dead
That need to be figured out

I've got so much to do
And it really shouldn't matter if I'm talking to you:
You're the light of my eyes
But still you look to a different day
I'll have to turn my back on you
Watching you sway away
Watching you die young
Isn't quite as much fun
As I thought it would be when
We were both boxed in
When we promised we'd stay friends
When it started way back then
And I can't do it again

We'll be home for the summertime
Don't forget to write
You'll go and I'll grow
And we'll both tread water 'til our feet find snow

You'll say what you see
But what does that mean to me?