Under Pressure by Gomillz Lyrics
Don't Look Down now
See I been goin' through some things
I can finally write 'em down now
It's been a while, it's been locked up in my brain
To keep it real, I been silent through this whole thing
Cause I could see my fam hurtin', I'm like "no way!"
But now I'm sittin' and I'm dealin' with my own pain
Like "how the fuck cancer take her outta all things?"
I lost my aunt one day before Beats N Bars
Tears streamin' as I'm flying down them boulevards
I just needed an escape cause I was feelin' lost
Felt like I was gon catch a charge
One thing I know about this word, is that life is lost
Still hurts no matter who you are
Was in my hotel sippin' my mind really trippin'
And I can't even tell her that I miss her
I been feelin' Under Pressure
And I been distancing myself, cause I don't want no fucking lecture
Just need to introspection, I feel so fuckin' selfish
Was out chasing my dreams, while she was getting sick
I didn't even take a day off
Maybe that's the reason I can't sleep, cause she been watching over me
Prayin' that your boy get this pain off (I feel you though)
And speakin' of this pressure though, I think it's time that I let you know
That it's time for me to start having kids, and I'm scared to have a son cause my father wasn't here
And I already know there's some things that I'm lackin'
Like sometimes I hardly really ever show compassion
And I don't even know if that's a trait I could be passing
And to some degree, I've grown accustomed to the madness
The shit is saddening
People I look up to, they've been status'd
Niggas got rap sheets as long as I been rappin'
World on my shoulder, I'll never complain, make it happen
Fans acting like "Millz, you lost your passion"
But fuck rappin', life happens so rapid
I gotta stay present, though this shit ain't gift wrapped man
Gotta stay patient till it's time, but the time has it, that it's my time and I gotta have it
Been killing shit for so many summers, wreakin' havoc
But I have I wasted all of this time that's been passing?
They say that doubt comes with grind, I can't be passive
But is it worth losing my mind if I don't catch it?
Especially when it comes to these I make magic
Man, look, I just need more hours in a day and more money in the safe, feeling like I'm on an island but I'm tryna make a wave
I'm under pressure man...
See I been goin' through some things
I can finally write 'em down now
It's been a while, it's been locked up in my brain
To keep it real, I been silent through this whole thing
Cause I could see my fam hurtin', I'm like "no way!"
But now I'm sittin' and I'm dealin' with my own pain
Like "how the fuck cancer take her outta all things?"
I lost my aunt one day before Beats N Bars
Tears streamin' as I'm flying down them boulevards
I just needed an escape cause I was feelin' lost
Felt like I was gon catch a charge
One thing I know about this word, is that life is lost
Still hurts no matter who you are
Was in my hotel sippin' my mind really trippin'
And I can't even tell her that I miss her
I been feelin' Under Pressure
And I been distancing myself, cause I don't want no fucking lecture
Just need to introspection, I feel so fuckin' selfish
Was out chasing my dreams, while she was getting sick
I didn't even take a day off
Maybe that's the reason I can't sleep, cause she been watching over me
Prayin' that your boy get this pain off (I feel you though)
And speakin' of this pressure though, I think it's time that I let you know
That it's time for me to start having kids, and I'm scared to have a son cause my father wasn't here
And I already know there's some things that I'm lackin'
Like sometimes I hardly really ever show compassion
And I don't even know if that's a trait I could be passing
And to some degree, I've grown accustomed to the madness
The shit is saddening
People I look up to, they've been status'd
Niggas got rap sheets as long as I been rappin'
World on my shoulder, I'll never complain, make it happen
Fans acting like "Millz, you lost your passion"
But fuck rappin', life happens so rapid
I gotta stay present, though this shit ain't gift wrapped man
Gotta stay patient till it's time, but the time has it, that it's my time and I gotta have it
Been killing shit for so many summers, wreakin' havoc
But I have I wasted all of this time that's been passing?
They say that doubt comes with grind, I can't be passive
But is it worth losing my mind if I don't catch it?
Especially when it comes to these I make magic
Man, look, I just need more hours in a day and more money in the safe, feeling like I'm on an island but I'm tryna make a wave
I'm under pressure man...