Still awake by Godblessnid Lyrics

VERSE 1:

Damn already 3 months
That I’m stuck in this mess
Nothing yet is changed
I still spend all day
Only thinking of you
And wherever i go
I keep seeing ur ghost
But where will go
If i feel like I’m dead
I can’t even eat
And can’t even sleep
It’s 6 am and i’m still awake

CHORUS:
Because i think about u
When i lay in bed
Thinking bout what we 2 could ve been
Sometimes i even thought i was better off dead
Because i i think bout u
When i lay in bed
Thinking bout what we 2 could ve been
Sometimes i even thought i was better off dead
VERSE 2:
Now i feel
Likei cannot move on
And that i’m stuck
In this lie that ive
That ive told myself
My life became a fucking mess
I just feel empty
Dont like nothing or anyone
I dont know if this will ever go
But what i know
It’s that you’ll akways
Have a special spot in my heart

CHORUS:
I think bout u
When i lay in bed
Thinking bout what we 2 could ve been
Sometimes i even thought i was better off dead
Because i i think bout u
When i lay in bed
Thinking bout what we 2 could ve been
Sometimes i even thought i was better off dead
Now i feel

*vocal note dedicated to her, if she’ll ever hear this song