Not Good at Goodbyes by Glimmers Lyrics

The sky was pink
My cheeks were red
From all the stupid things you said
Again
Again

I picked my nails, played with my hair
Acted like I didn’t care
That you were leaving
That you were leaving

The moon and stars aligned
To have you by my side
Don’t disappear
I need you here, tonight

I’m not good at goodbyes
For better or for worse
I’d rather get burned
Than say I never tried
Keep feeding me lies
Half the time
When you look me in the eyes
I’m not good at goodbyes
Goodbyes
I lock the doors inside my head
With all the things I wish I said to you
To you
And tangled in this waiting game
And hopeful that you feel the same
About me too
[?] hearts collide
But fire never dies
Let’s disappear, get out of here tonight

I’m not good at goodbyes
For better or for worse
I’d rather get burned
Than say I never tried
Keep feeding me lies
Half the time
When you look me in the eyes
I’m not good at goodbyes

I can’t fight these feelings anymore
But it’s hard for me to say
My room hasn’t felt like home
Since you walked out yesterday

Does this matter [?]
[?] I feel
Not being by your side
Why is this goodbye?
Why is this goodbye?
I’m not good at goodbyes
For better or for worse
I’d rather get burned
Than say I never tried
Keep feeding me lies
Half the time
When you look me in the eyes
I’m not good at goodbyes
(Look me in the eyes
I’m not good at goodbyes)

Here I am
This is everything I feel
I’d rather get burned
Than deny what’s real