City by Girl Scout Cookies Lyrics

[Intro]
I wanna live in a city
I don't wanna see the stars
I know how small I am
And I'd rather not be reminded

Cause I don't wanna be disgusted
By my rearview reflection
Eyes sunken in add 30 years
I'll take the train

[Verse]
Swimming in a sea of strangers
It's nearing 4AM
It's all but comforting like the ledge I used to go to think
I can't eat sleep or breathe
I think I'm going insane
And I can't keep track of my head
I came here to think
But I can't hear it can you hear me
Am I self absorbed
Or am I self obsessed
Cause I've been working on this
Monumental mess
To prove to you im different me
I need you see it or need me maybe want to see me
But fuck I miss those trees
[Chorus]
Im losing sight of who I am
And to be honest I'm tired of soul searching
I wanna know what I should do
But I don't wanna know what I'm capable of
The city will lead me back to you
But I don't wanna prepare for that natural disaster that is leading up to going down
Dont look at me until I'm all alone

[Bridge]
I wanted a life in the city cause I hate mirrors and commitment scares me
I'm jealous of stars I can't see cause they're so far away they're so above me
I wanted a life in the city but all I got was a reason to call you
I missed the train and knew you'd be the only one who'd wanna hear my voice