Balance Beams by Girl Scout Cookies Lyrics
[Verse]
Can you tell me why you insist on calling me
Your voice interrupting my sleep
And I don't know why i'm dreaming at six feet deep
My eyes open it's half past three
And it's been months and I know you've been trying
To get over what's left of me
But something about the way you've been acting
Tells me you didn't get too far
[Chorus]
And I don't know why I feel the need
To fixate over you
And how long has it been since I looked around
For anything special or anyone special
Or anyone but you
[Verse]
All of my options on balance beams
While we wander through both our calloused dreams
The same ones I used to fill my mind
When I still loved you or thought that I loved you
Or thought I could call you mine
It turned out to be a lie
Cause there's been months spent suppressing my memories
To undo the damage you did to me
The good and the bad they all blend to one
Black and white picture that i'm sick of
Looking at everyday
Why can't you go away
I look at them every day
Why can't you go away just fucking go away
[Bridge]
Cause I'm just so sick
And I fucking hate
And I fucking love you all at once
Don't tell me that it's not hard
To leave you alone won't you leave me alone
Because i'm fucking sick
And I fucking hate
And I fucking love you all at once
Don't tell me that it's not hard
To leave you alone won't you leave me alone because
[Chorus]
I don't know why I feel the need
To fixate over you
How long has it been since I looked around
For anything special or anyone special
Or anyone but you
[Outro]
And I don't care
And I don't wanna hear from you anymore
Anymore
It doesn't make sense for me to say that
I don't care
I don’t care
Cause if I wrote you down I obviously do
What do I want from you
Can you tell me why you insist on calling me
Your voice interrupting my sleep
And I don't know why i'm dreaming at six feet deep
My eyes open it's half past three
And it's been months and I know you've been trying
To get over what's left of me
But something about the way you've been acting
Tells me you didn't get too far
[Chorus]
And I don't know why I feel the need
To fixate over you
And how long has it been since I looked around
For anything special or anyone special
Or anyone but you
[Verse]
All of my options on balance beams
While we wander through both our calloused dreams
The same ones I used to fill my mind
When I still loved you or thought that I loved you
Or thought I could call you mine
It turned out to be a lie
Cause there's been months spent suppressing my memories
To undo the damage you did to me
The good and the bad they all blend to one
Black and white picture that i'm sick of
Looking at everyday
Why can't you go away
I look at them every day
Why can't you go away just fucking go away
[Bridge]
Cause I'm just so sick
And I fucking hate
And I fucking love you all at once
Don't tell me that it's not hard
To leave you alone won't you leave me alone
Because i'm fucking sick
And I fucking hate
And I fucking love you all at once
Don't tell me that it's not hard
To leave you alone won't you leave me alone because
[Chorus]
I don't know why I feel the need
To fixate over you
How long has it been since I looked around
For anything special or anyone special
Or anyone but you
[Outro]
And I don't care
And I don't wanna hear from you anymore
Anymore
It doesn't make sense for me to say that
I don't care
I don’t care
Cause if I wrote you down I obviously do
What do I want from you