Bellflower by Gilded Lily Lyrics

Where do you go at night now to clear your head?
The idea of getting lost in the city is useless now
There isn't a street you can turn on to
That you don't already know the name of
I can see you thumbing at the empty pocket
Where you used to keep the knife you bought
You used to think you could use it if you needed to
The god you knew is gone
He hanged himself from the bridge above the highway
Just across from the place you used to work
When the first cars were making their way south
Before the sun was up