It Never Rains by Giant Bird Lyrics

I've got a bucket full of tears
Filling up my brain
It never pours out
It never pours out
It sucks not letting myself feel
But feelings are what brought me down
So maybe if don't let it out
I'll have nothing left to cry about

But baby we both know this ain't how it works
The longer I fail to catch my grip
The more and more that I feel worthless
And I crave another hit

I got this in the bag baby
Trust me I'll figure it out
I'm so tired of feeling this way baby
So I swear I'll figure it out
My brain is a messy combination
Of memories and highs you wouldn't believe
Highs so high I got so close to dying
On the highway going sideways I was flying