Month of Tears by Ghostly Hounds Lyrics

I'm watching my life like a movie today
Like a bad soap opera that I just can't escape
My head is spinning, heart's on the ground
And you, my darling, are nowhere to be found

It's been a real journey through these troubling times
Watching those I love waste away 'fore my eyes
I know it won't last keeping love by my side
I shouldn't hold on, but that don't stop me from trying

It don't stop me from trying, it don't stop me from crying

May became the month of tears, a time of cleansing rain
To flood the sorrows deep within and wash up all the pain

Well, some days it seems like the bеst I can do
Is tell myself 'just keep moving'
Like, 'onе foot in front of the other'
Then I'll recover

I'm coping now, the best that I can
And when he tries to take his life
I gotta say I understand
The memories are heavy, they shadow the love
And it continues
You just can't make this shit up
May became the month of tears, a time of cleansing rain
To flood the sorrows deep within and wash up all the pain