Downcast by Gentry Fox Lyrics

One of them days wet from the rain but
Dry from the pain due to loss of the game
Thoughts lost in a maze due to too much strain
Exhale and relax for some hope to reclaim
Some sense made of sane while I feel this way
But I can't so I backtrack back towards rage
Then hate on myself and everything
That helped me create this ball and chain
Since all in the end there be no one to blame
But myself and the way that I choose to behave
On them days when I feel like a goddamn slave
Keep thy fist anywhere but the boss mans face cause
I might fuck him up come one more thing
Outside his mouth I might just swing
Lay him down on ground what's wrong with me?
See normally I'm calm and happy
Something deep inside me has me asking
Why even bother just give up trying
Run while you can fuck mere surviving
What be the point when you can't pay the rent and
The fines that owe seat warrants on bench while
The wallet still flat no dollars and cents
Guts tied in a knot with a mind state tense
Makes me wanna say fuck this I quit
Instead I flip it to a fuck that shit
Then lift myself up out of this pit but
I slip lose grip then fall back in
Somebody please help no one within
Here lost in abyss I hear call this
Can see what I think nor feel and since
That mean only one thing here I live
While here I die so here I sit like
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's no so bad