Vices by GarrineH Lyrics
Uh, can I have another round? Ye..yeah, I’ll..I’ll keep the bottle
[Verse]
I never wanted to miss a thing
Vodka spills seasons change
Panties dropping, counting names
More reasons to numb the pain
Take this food for thought with some condiments
The astonishment that I’ve been made from providence
I lost my innocence, I lost my confidence
Since 2011 been trynna get to colleges, looking for sponsorships
I felt I would get more acknowledgements
I guess my success was not in the fate of scholarships
To hell with compliments, are they really feeling me?
On a drinking spree, they mimic me while drinks be killing me
I’m seeing vividly, reflections through a mirror
They’re so familiar maybe I’ll see the world clearer
Cause I’m afraid to get closer
All she wanted some closure
That time I’m drunk driving my Corolla, afraid to be sober
Maybe my ego drove her
Vices remote control us
Maybe I’m regarded as the neighborhood Casanova
I’m missing like the rain is missed by dessert heat
Depression is pressing it got me stressing right through week
The passion is magic it got me sexing right through the week
Your bating your lashes the damn compassion has made me weak
Since I came in this universe
I’ve had to fight off all these demons and all these lucifers
Ever since I’ve got a hell of an appetite and a boozing thirst
I refuse to curse if I never knew who I’d be losing first, I’d even trade to lose a verse
Take it with a grain of salt
Finding people all across, then again I’m feeling lost
Lost some people on this course, most of them is not loss
Recognizing all my faults? Recognizing all my flaws but are you recognizing yours?
With the troubles I resort I’ve played with suicidal thoughts
And if I fail in survival please know for years I’ve always fought
Attempts to end my life, I couldn’t even barge
Then I realized God is the only one in charge
[Verse]
I never wanted to miss a thing
Vodka spills seasons change
Panties dropping, counting names
More reasons to numb the pain
Take this food for thought with some condiments
The astonishment that I’ve been made from providence
I lost my innocence, I lost my confidence
Since 2011 been trynna get to colleges, looking for sponsorships
I felt I would get more acknowledgements
I guess my success was not in the fate of scholarships
To hell with compliments, are they really feeling me?
On a drinking spree, they mimic me while drinks be killing me
I’m seeing vividly, reflections through a mirror
They’re so familiar maybe I’ll see the world clearer
Cause I’m afraid to get closer
All she wanted some closure
That time I’m drunk driving my Corolla, afraid to be sober
Maybe my ego drove her
Vices remote control us
Maybe I’m regarded as the neighborhood Casanova
I’m missing like the rain is missed by dessert heat
Depression is pressing it got me stressing right through week
The passion is magic it got me sexing right through the week
Your bating your lashes the damn compassion has made me weak
Since I came in this universe
I’ve had to fight off all these demons and all these lucifers
Ever since I’ve got a hell of an appetite and a boozing thirst
I refuse to curse if I never knew who I’d be losing first, I’d even trade to lose a verse
Take it with a grain of salt
Finding people all across, then again I’m feeling lost
Lost some people on this course, most of them is not loss
Recognizing all my faults? Recognizing all my flaws but are you recognizing yours?
With the troubles I resort I’ve played with suicidal thoughts
And if I fail in survival please know for years I’ve always fought
Attempts to end my life, I couldn’t even barge
Then I realized God is the only one in charge