Dead Inside Suicide by GXNEKII Lyrics
[Chorus]
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
[Verse]
Ay growing up I was mothaphuckin introvert
All my bullies used to shove me in the damn dirt
Spit on me, Punching me, kicking me, then ripping off my damn shirt
Being depressed is a real curse
Hate coming home talking myself like “what am I worth”
Went to school with a switchblade
If anybody fuck with me I swear I’m cutting out their vertebrae
All this pain I cannot maintain
Mind filled with dark thoughts I swear that I’m going insane
Life is really such a fucking game
Gun to my head I’m ready to blow my fucking damn brain
It’s always him and her and never me
Swear to god all my friends are my enemies
Pain and Depression is only the friend for me
Hate my fucking scars cause they all too deep
Take all my pain
Take all my pain away with 5 blunts
I honestly never had a shoulder just to lean on
Taking these Pain killers nigga that’s what I be on
And I overdose since like the last month
Since the last month
It was so hectic
Told my ex girlfriend kill herself and I didn’t meant it
She couldn’t take the pain and I thought she would of managed
But she committed suicide and I honestly still regret it
I regret what I said
This shit so crazy
Fuck every girl in this world they all play me
Put a gun to my face and I swear it won’t phase me
I’m ready for death empty the clip so it could kill me
So it could kill me
Voices in my head told me I should die
Friends ask me if I’m happy, I told them lies
Making a note saying I did suicide
With a tape too so plug in the HDMI
[Outro]
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
[Verse]
Ay growing up I was mothaphuckin introvert
All my bullies used to shove me in the damn dirt
Spit on me, Punching me, kicking me, then ripping off my damn shirt
Being depressed is a real curse
Hate coming home talking myself like “what am I worth”
Went to school with a switchblade
If anybody fuck with me I swear I’m cutting out their vertebrae
All this pain I cannot maintain
Mind filled with dark thoughts I swear that I’m going insane
Life is really such a fucking game
Gun to my head I’m ready to blow my fucking damn brain
It’s always him and her and never me
Swear to god all my friends are my enemies
Pain and Depression is only the friend for me
Hate my fucking scars cause they all too deep
Take all my pain
Take all my pain away with 5 blunts
I honestly never had a shoulder just to lean on
Taking these Pain killers nigga that’s what I be on
And I overdose since like the last month
Since the last month
It was so hectic
Told my ex girlfriend kill herself and I didn’t meant it
She couldn’t take the pain and I thought she would of managed
But she committed suicide and I honestly still regret it
I regret what I said
This shit so crazy
Fuck every girl in this world they all play me
Put a gun to my face and I swear it won’t phase me
I’m ready for death empty the clip so it could kill me
So it could kill me
Voices in my head told me I should die
Friends ask me if I’m happy, I told them lies
Making a note saying I did suicide
With a tape too so plug in the HDMI
[Outro]
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide
Dead inside
Dead inside
Suicide
Suicide