Annakins Sonnet by Fil El Lyrics
(Intro)
My minds a dark place filled with foul voices
Pondering my brain screamin' loud noises
I'm split apart I see many faces
And the other me made do fowl choices
Poises to one unpleasant adventure
And To the pain i errant a bad nature
From a sunny day to a stormy day
Pouring and showering so then my anger preys
(Verse)
Through times facing this world
I just wanna run away and hide myself
So much fears so much tears bickering
I fear my one self this demon succumbing
Whispering sputtering telling me what to do next?
He spеaks and sings that it
Feels like I got hex
Wrecks attacks my will
My world turns pitch black
Feels likе I'm dreamin'
That why I can't get rid of that?
I can't see I'm shut off
Drowning in this room
So hear this my heart pounding
Facin this doom
And so I fear me when the demons slowly holds me
Fuels me change me harms me calmly rules me
Kills me inside
Im storming blank affection (affection)
Rips me and my mind
Im pouring blank expression (expression)
Whirling me to a place with full of despairs
And slayin' my soul as I breath this nightmares
Staring deep through this walls in these darkness prison (prison)
A voice surrounds deep with me in these heartless rhythm (rhythm)
Enter Into my dark world that breeds with no meaning (meaning)
Bleeds with no feelings that now I dont feel things (dont feel)
A war with my mind as this write rhymes
The devil on the dine that's eating my spine
So Gravitate to this story of its endless page
And every flip of its page a message of my anger
A Deathless rage (deathless rage)
(Interlude)
(And every flip of its page is my deathless rage)
(verse 2)
Yeahhh depression got a hold of me (yeah)
Dark thoughts drivin me insane (yeah)
Stuck in this cage tryna break free (break free)
But the beast in me got me locked in his chains
Every now then I got a break down
That's the pain that's the war of day by day facing
And it stains loud thoughts runnin minds racing
That it creeps my head till I'm fully dead drown
That's the bad place I'm emotionally scared (scared)
I might hurt someone I soulfully cared (cared)
And so get the glimpse what I really hate to be
Coz' that's the Filip that you dont want to see
I'm Losing my mind Im praying hoping to get it fix
That I'm trap and stuck of the number called 666
But to this pain its overpowering me like a thrall
I can't take my mind Can I just die and fall?! (die and fall)
What is love what is love that can't be trust
(trust)
Promises I grieve to my life turns to dust (dust)
Suicidal thoughts that's wrap around me (around me)
Commanding my will that I can't even breath
On to my knees the panic thickens
Strickens (strickens)
I get real scared when i see many faces
And the changes makes my mind go dangerous
Meeting that part of me you can spell the cancerous
Treacherous lie in to these stone cold heart
Come Hear the screams of the aching of tenebrosity
Echoing and weighing every of my part
And live my life of this mind of its atrocity
So see im scared to live but im scared to die (die)
But the noise inside me is askin' me to try (try)
That im so broken tryna fix time to time
Im just like a shattered glass thrown dump and left behind (left behind)
(Outro)
These assumption they will never understand
Ask me to be man but they never give a hand
To these wretched world
What's the point of livin
Coz If I go to hell no one cares
For what Ive written
Welcome to the Unapproved Stray Cat
My minds a dark place filled with foul voices
Pondering my brain screamin' loud noises
I'm split apart I see many faces
And the other me made do fowl choices
Poises to one unpleasant adventure
And To the pain i errant a bad nature
From a sunny day to a stormy day
Pouring and showering so then my anger preys
(Verse)
Through times facing this world
I just wanna run away and hide myself
So much fears so much tears bickering
I fear my one self this demon succumbing
Whispering sputtering telling me what to do next?
He spеaks and sings that it
Feels like I got hex
Wrecks attacks my will
My world turns pitch black
Feels likе I'm dreamin'
That why I can't get rid of that?
I can't see I'm shut off
Drowning in this room
So hear this my heart pounding
Facin this doom
And so I fear me when the demons slowly holds me
Fuels me change me harms me calmly rules me
Kills me inside
Im storming blank affection (affection)
Rips me and my mind
Im pouring blank expression (expression)
Whirling me to a place with full of despairs
And slayin' my soul as I breath this nightmares
Staring deep through this walls in these darkness prison (prison)
A voice surrounds deep with me in these heartless rhythm (rhythm)
Enter Into my dark world that breeds with no meaning (meaning)
Bleeds with no feelings that now I dont feel things (dont feel)
A war with my mind as this write rhymes
The devil on the dine that's eating my spine
So Gravitate to this story of its endless page
And every flip of its page a message of my anger
A Deathless rage (deathless rage)
(Interlude)
(And every flip of its page is my deathless rage)
(verse 2)
Yeahhh depression got a hold of me (yeah)
Dark thoughts drivin me insane (yeah)
Stuck in this cage tryna break free (break free)
But the beast in me got me locked in his chains
Every now then I got a break down
That's the pain that's the war of day by day facing
And it stains loud thoughts runnin minds racing
That it creeps my head till I'm fully dead drown
That's the bad place I'm emotionally scared (scared)
I might hurt someone I soulfully cared (cared)
And so get the glimpse what I really hate to be
Coz' that's the Filip that you dont want to see
I'm Losing my mind Im praying hoping to get it fix
That I'm trap and stuck of the number called 666
But to this pain its overpowering me like a thrall
I can't take my mind Can I just die and fall?! (die and fall)
What is love what is love that can't be trust
(trust)
Promises I grieve to my life turns to dust (dust)
Suicidal thoughts that's wrap around me (around me)
Commanding my will that I can't even breath
On to my knees the panic thickens
Strickens (strickens)
I get real scared when i see many faces
And the changes makes my mind go dangerous
Meeting that part of me you can spell the cancerous
Treacherous lie in to these stone cold heart
Come Hear the screams of the aching of tenebrosity
Echoing and weighing every of my part
And live my life of this mind of its atrocity
So see im scared to live but im scared to die (die)
But the noise inside me is askin' me to try (try)
That im so broken tryna fix time to time
Im just like a shattered glass thrown dump and left behind (left behind)
(Outro)
These assumption they will never understand
Ask me to be man but they never give a hand
To these wretched world
What's the point of livin
Coz If I go to hell no one cares
For what Ive written
Welcome to the Unapproved Stray Cat