Home by Feldup Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Friday evening, the moon's already high up in the sky
But I'm not sleeping
Eyes wide opened, I'm looking at the screen
I sent you texts because I didn't know
If I would survive
I took sleeping pills
I took way too many of them, and I got scared
I don't know why I did this
Maybe I just wanted to sleep
But I didn't
I was sent to the hospital
Because I was getting suicidal
And my brother was next to me
And all I could say was
Sorry, heey
He told me how much he loved me
I lost myself in the haze
I was alone and my face
Was terrified
[Chorus]
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Tonight, Tonight, Tonight

[Verse 2]
I wore my blue clothes
I took a look at the mirror
And I was not proud
I just wanted to go home
I wanna go home
Hey do you hear me ?
Through the walls
Of my tiny cell
My tiny jail
Windows closed
What am I supposed
To do now
I'm the lowest I've ever been
It feels like I'm slowly dying
But I'll stay strong
I'll stay calm
I'll stay here
I'll stay alive
I'll stay alive
Just for
You, ooou
[Bridge]
I wish time could be faster
I locked myself out
Pray for me
I'm going to die
Over the wall
There are eyes

[Chorus]
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Hold my hand I'm not going to die
Tonight

[Bridge]
Is this really the end ?
No it's not

[Hook]
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home