Phobia by Fear Culture Lyrics

These days I fall into a dark place I call home
I can't fight this from the inside
The fear of being me is all I’ve known

Missing you comes in waves
And tonight I'm drowning
I miss myself everyday knowing how I’m sounding
I just need out of this peace of mind give me something
Help me breathe hold on tight to me
13 Years won't suffice for the agony
I'm hoping for a miracle to set me free

Trapped in my mind
The thoughts that make me sink
Are driving my life
I’m still afloat somehow
My ship is slowly sinking
Please calm me down
I’ve lost my heart in the clouds

Someone help me get out
If fighting angst is so fake
How did I get here?
A misconception from the ones who've never felt fear
They say I'm skewed in my mind
Trapped in an excuse
But they don't feel the pain like I do
When I was young my father told me I'd move mountains
But now I'm washed up knowing I amount to nothin'
They walk a street that I know only goes one way
So now I sit here asking why the hell should I stay?

Trapped in my mind
The thoughts that make me sink
Are driving my life
I’m still afloat somehow
My ship is slowly sinking
Please calm me down
I’ve lost my heart in the clouds

And there’s no way out
Someone give me a way out