Adagio by Ezedike Lyrics

[Verse One]
Trauma creeping in again
Guess I’m my only friend
Cause who do I tell the truth?
Bout the demons of my youth

[Chorus 1]
The hard part is loving the one staring back in my eyes
Reprogramming all my lies and paradigms
Happiness equals truth, atleast this I know
Dancing in this dyad, adagio
Adagio

[Verse Two]
Why this warped point of view?
Why can’t I just let me love you?
Why does the shame still linger?
What happens if I become the monster?

[Chorus 2]
Name your pain, don’t let shame hold you back
Guilt from post-traumatic, anxiety attack
Freedom in reach, I will follow
Instead of dancing alone in the dark, adagio
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm scared
So scared
(No more, no more pity
Seeking vulnerability
No more, no more feeling guilty
Only lucidity)
I'm terrified
To love you, you, you
You gotta see the real me
A child who’s lonely
A peak at fragility