Leaves by Eyn Lyrics

The leaves fly off the trees
They glide through the wind and through the air
Landing on the grass and landing on the concrete
Thus begins their death
I'm on the concrete
You can see

I don't want to die
I just want to be free
Leaves glide through the air
Why can't I too?
I would love, to abandon this life
Be free, from the fears

I'm on the concrete
You can see that I'm on the concrete
Flying through the air before
Dying afterwards
I am a homeless and a unforgiving man
I don't belong here unless people tell me
No, I won't say
I'd break you
I'll keep it in my head
With everything else I have in it
I want to go away
Might do you a service
Isn''t that right?
Isn't it?
Answer me please
Tell me if I'm okay for you
I want to be good enough
I want to be like you
I want to be accepted
I don't want to die
I want to feel joy
I never want to express how I feel despite that though
In fear of others' disjoy
If thats a word
I don't know what to do for you to love me
Do I be myself or not?!
I don't know what to do
I wish I did
All I do is be myself
That's not good enough
What do I do?
Do I relax?
Do I secure myself?
Am I fine?
Do you want me here?
I love you but I won't tell you
I want you with me but I'm afraid I'll drive you away
I don't want this to happen but I'm afraid it will
I wouldn't drive you away
Unless you were hurting me
I doubt that you would
But I would do that to you
On accident
I want you to acknowledge me
I want to be accepted