Neglect by Extortionist Lyrics

There's a lot on the outside that I never show
My insecurities forever hide behind a cloak
Faking smiles, always searching for a new way to cope with the pain
I hang my head in shame
Constant embarrassment, let the world forget my name
I’ve lived my life in the darkest of places and I'll die the same
I'll fucking die the same

Social anxiety, I’m constantly contained
Every day gets harder to show my face
Rid me of my place
None of you even listen anyway
You just look the other way when I plea for help
Time is running out
Save me from this hell
Same me from myself

I just wish you could see what you meant to me
You told me you would be there, you turned your back on me
I just wanted to feel like I was worth something but now a look of disgust is all I ever see
In my hands I've broken every fucking bone to ease all the pain that I've ever been shown
I feel empty inside
Every day I feel the life slowly drain from my eyes

I just wanted to live my own life with the ones that I love by my side but im nothing but a burden in their eyes