Never Tried by Expy Lyrics
[Intro]
Just know the guy who's writing this is not myself
I tried to pry the fuckin pride from me, it didn't help
Just know the guy who's writing this is not myself
I tried to cry and feel some pain but it didn't help
[Verse 1]
Explain to me why every day faithfully
Recreates the one that I saw yesterday, it seems
I'm stuck in a time loop that I can't leave
Sit staring out lookin at the branched trees
Keepin this secret that I'm afraid'll get out
That I ain't been doing school, I'm afraid to get out
My mom explaining to me that leavin' will fuckin' crush me
But crushing is all that school does for me, it's nothing
Listen to my situation
I'm sick of sittin here, dreaming, thinkin and complaining
That i ain't got a friend and no bitch on my dick
But then Ii leave the house and feel my chest cavin' in
So imagine the most embarrassed you've felt
Then put that in perspective as a constant in your Hell
That's what school does for me, and lovingly they come to see
I'm held the fuck back for being a fuckin' dummy
[Chorus]
And they never really saw it from my side
I don't think that they tried
[Verse 2]
I'm not illiterate, I'm writing this shit here
But I count up change and remember a shit year
Of sittin' in the class trying to figure out the shit
But never really ever getting out of it
So consider this a permanent holiday
'Cause I can't fuckin' find a friend and I can't even read a page
At this point, I don't think that it bugs me
I'm envied by these kids who think it's cool to a dumb freak
Can't even pinpoint what's so jarring
Have you ever sat down to make sure you're not retarded?
I sure as fuck have, the principal, that dumb ass
Put me with some bitch with fuckin' braces like she'll help pass
She can't cure a crippling sickness
So fuck it, I'm livin' simple, no friends and no bitches
I stay inside and ignore the fact that I'm alive
Praying the ecilop will never knock or even hear this vibe
[Chorus]
And they never really saw it from my side
I don't think that they tried
Just know the guy who's writing this is not myself
I tried to pry the fuckin pride from me, it didn't help
Just know the guy who's writing this is not myself
I tried to cry and feel some pain but it didn't help
[Verse 1]
Explain to me why every day faithfully
Recreates the one that I saw yesterday, it seems
I'm stuck in a time loop that I can't leave
Sit staring out lookin at the branched trees
Keepin this secret that I'm afraid'll get out
That I ain't been doing school, I'm afraid to get out
My mom explaining to me that leavin' will fuckin' crush me
But crushing is all that school does for me, it's nothing
Listen to my situation
I'm sick of sittin here, dreaming, thinkin and complaining
That i ain't got a friend and no bitch on my dick
But then Ii leave the house and feel my chest cavin' in
So imagine the most embarrassed you've felt
Then put that in perspective as a constant in your Hell
That's what school does for me, and lovingly they come to see
I'm held the fuck back for being a fuckin' dummy
[Chorus]
And they never really saw it from my side
I don't think that they tried
[Verse 2]
I'm not illiterate, I'm writing this shit here
But I count up change and remember a shit year
Of sittin' in the class trying to figure out the shit
But never really ever getting out of it
So consider this a permanent holiday
'Cause I can't fuckin' find a friend and I can't even read a page
At this point, I don't think that it bugs me
I'm envied by these kids who think it's cool to a dumb freak
Can't even pinpoint what's so jarring
Have you ever sat down to make sure you're not retarded?
I sure as fuck have, the principal, that dumb ass
Put me with some bitch with fuckin' braces like she'll help pass
She can't cure a crippling sickness
So fuck it, I'm livin' simple, no friends and no bitches
I stay inside and ignore the fact that I'm alive
Praying the ecilop will never knock or even hear this vibe
[Chorus]
And they never really saw it from my side
I don't think that they tried