God knows its hard to be vulnerable sometimes by Ewy Lyrics

Name 5 things you can see
I see a bathroom sink
A toilet seat and a tiny mirror and a room with no windows
Name 4 things you can feel
I feel the cold of the floor
My spine against the wall
And my brain pressin pressin against my skull

Cuz i dont wanna be here anymore
Ive locked and shut the door
Im cryin in a porker
Making sure no-one can hear me
And no-one can see me
Cuz that way i can't be vulnerable

Name 3 things that you can hear
I hear the beeping of the kitchen
The lying and friction, my heart beat going up and down
Name 2 things you can smell right now
I smell an atmosphere of pure division
A lie without a vision, a short lived dream, a short sighted
Insight into my mind
Desperately grasping for another more fulfilling life
Cuz i dont wanna be here anymore
Ive locked and shut the door
Im cryin in a porker
Making sure no-one can hear me
And no-one can see me
Cuz that way i can't be vulnerable

Well god knows its hard to be vulnerable sometimes
Especially in the presence of people who love me dearly
So hold my hand, tell me everything i need
Im shaking at the fact that somebody loves me