Anguish by Ewy Lyrics

Go back to the old place that everyone knows about
Return to the old you that wasn't angry and sad abt the world

'Cause I'm so filled with anguish
And I'm so filled with sadness
And I don't mean to be
Overly dramatic about it
'Cause I feel like I'm over, I've had it

Every beautiful melody, turns into a sad song
Makes me wanna run through the street lights
Into the forest and under the starlight
Thinkin' about everything I've done wrong
If I've upset you, if I've ashamed anyone
If in my future will I cease to exist
Will I seek true nirvana or personal relationships?
Do I want people to hear my voice at all?
Should I keep it to myself or scream it to the world?
All of these questions don't have an answer
But my real question is "Should I actually ask them?"
'Cause I'm so filled with anguish
And I'm so filled with sadness
And I don't mean to be
Overly dramatic about it
'Cause I feel like I'm over, I've had it