Shame That Which Cannot Be Undone by Everything Went Sideways Lyrics
My social phobias are digging me a deeper pit
Though some days may i hate myself, i chose to stay in it
Afraid of where i'm going, ashamed of who i've been
I regret that this is who i am
My teeth are rotting out my skull, and i'm afraid to smile
Dentists freak me out, i haven't seen one in a while
Evading all my issues until the point of pain
I let it sting, though my ears ring, i still sing
I dropped out of high school, tried to stick it to the man
Truthfully i should have stayed and hatched a better plan
A lowlife and a deadbeat so i can't support myself
A poster child wasting useful space
Don't pity my excuse for a lifе led by mistakes
I'm aware that i am flawеd and the toll that life will take!
I stand as the accused and i plead guilt on every case
This is the fault of my actions and i will endure with all that it takes
When i was born the doc gave me a couple years to live
And with that information, i should've done more shit with it
Though i have overcome this hole born into my heart
I fill the void it left behind with toxins
I never met my father, well at least while he could talk
Comatosed for life, from a swerving semi-truck
And when they pulled the plug, though he was finally awake
Wanted to murder the three cunts that made him die
My life feels a train wreck, though sometimes i tend smile
I wonder if my suffering has really been worthwhile
Still afraid of where i'm going, okay with where i've been
I now accept that this is who i am
FUCK!
Though some days may i hate myself, i chose to stay in it
Afraid of where i'm going, ashamed of who i've been
I regret that this is who i am
My teeth are rotting out my skull, and i'm afraid to smile
Dentists freak me out, i haven't seen one in a while
Evading all my issues until the point of pain
I let it sting, though my ears ring, i still sing
I dropped out of high school, tried to stick it to the man
Truthfully i should have stayed and hatched a better plan
A lowlife and a deadbeat so i can't support myself
A poster child wasting useful space
Don't pity my excuse for a lifе led by mistakes
I'm aware that i am flawеd and the toll that life will take!
I stand as the accused and i plead guilt on every case
This is the fault of my actions and i will endure with all that it takes
When i was born the doc gave me a couple years to live
And with that information, i should've done more shit with it
Though i have overcome this hole born into my heart
I fill the void it left behind with toxins
I never met my father, well at least while he could talk
Comatosed for life, from a swerving semi-truck
And when they pulled the plug, though he was finally awake
Wanted to murder the three cunts that made him die
My life feels a train wreck, though sometimes i tend smile
I wonder if my suffering has really been worthwhile
Still afraid of where i'm going, okay with where i've been
I now accept that this is who i am
FUCK!