Loner by Everything Persists Lyrics

I know this isn't any easier for you
I know that
I think some deranged part of me
Likes thinking I'm the only one with real problems
Like that makes me special
You know ever since we were little
I would get this feeling
Like I'm floating outside my body
Looking down on myself
And I hate what I see
How I'm acting
The way I sound
And I don't know how to change it
And I'm so scared
That that feeling is never going to go away