Bed of Pine by Every Stranger Looks Like You Lyrics

I gave up on giving up a long time ago
But there’s only so much to holding on that I know
If I can’t look forward then I’ll be looking back
And honestly I’m still missing all the things that I had
It’s a cancer
This burden’s mine to bare
But these stories I will share
I could scream for hours of wounds never mended
Show you a thousand photographs of how I was pretending to feel again
So pour the poison in my cup
Here’s a toast to me fucking up
It will all be alright in the end
But tomorrow we’ll just be coping again
Pain
My oldest friend I welcome you
If there’s a point to all this suffering I need to know
I need to know now