Now I Know by Evan Knapp Lyrics

Truth is I fear, I fear that I lack, I lack the resolve
To move beyond this wall
And live the life I really want

It's been a year, a year since I, since I left home
And for that I've nothing to show
I'm no different than a year ago

But I guess I can say I've learned
It's not the lighter that makes the fire burn
Two sticks will work
If you just exert the effort

That's the way to go, now I know
That's just how it goes

Here there and everywhere there are sounds that I've never seen
What could this mean?
I may be worse off than I seem

I soak in what I can but understand that if it's to be
It's up to only me
To make this vision a reality
But a seed
Can't become a tree
Without sunbeams
Or rain at the very least

There are things you can't control, now I know
That's just how it goes

It must bury
When it falls from the parent tree
It learns to shed its leaves
And you know it will always need

A little room to grow, now I know
That's just how it goes

Now I know