Farewell to Greatness by Euphemia Rise Lyrics

I went to war and I came back a whore
Just need your pain to release my own
Back in my daze of sleaze and holiness
I saw you spite fuck me on your own 

When I blame myself why does it feel like home?
Who needs peace when there is no need? 
She told me all would be revealed to me 
She told me life would begin again

I used to care but it killed me
I used to think I was the only one
I used to carе but it killed me
I used to carе I was so alive
I used to care but it killed me
I used to care if I lived or died
I used to care but it killed me
I used to care but it killed me
I used to care but it killed me
I used to care I was so alive