Bees by Eugie Saguaro Lyrics
The driver's side window on my car has been broken for about a year
So my window like my empathy is half open and incites my fear
Because summer is coming quickly and I keep having this recurring nightmare daydream
Where I drive through a swarm of bees
I can't be everything for everyone
I can't always get my way
I can't fix the life I'm leading
Without tarnishing my name
The people that I need
Are the same ones holding me down
And if give up is plan B
Oh God, I hope plan A works out
If the 90s taught me anything it was to love and do what you believe
And you can only pretend that you're happy for so long before I break
They say that you can't fight the feeling so I beat the feeling to a bloody pulp
And dying on the ground with its last breath I heard it say
You can't be everything for everyone
You can't always get your way
You can't fix the life your leading
Without tarnishing your name
The people that you need
Are the same ones holding you down
And if give up is plan B
You'd better hope plan A works out
I feel helpless to myself
And everybody else
Because I spent all my health on 23
And how it felt to be
Useless and angry and stupid and wasteful (and the list goes on)
Give me everything for everyone
Remove all that's in my way
Fix this life I'm leading
And take the pain away
Show me what I've tried and failed
And don't forget to prove it
So that one day when I see a swarm of bees
I'll drive straight through it
So my window like my empathy is half open and incites my fear
Because summer is coming quickly and I keep having this recurring nightmare daydream
Where I drive through a swarm of bees
I can't be everything for everyone
I can't always get my way
I can't fix the life I'm leading
Without tarnishing my name
The people that I need
Are the same ones holding me down
And if give up is plan B
Oh God, I hope plan A works out
If the 90s taught me anything it was to love and do what you believe
And you can only pretend that you're happy for so long before I break
They say that you can't fight the feeling so I beat the feeling to a bloody pulp
And dying on the ground with its last breath I heard it say
You can't be everything for everyone
You can't always get your way
You can't fix the life your leading
Without tarnishing your name
The people that you need
Are the same ones holding you down
And if give up is plan B
You'd better hope plan A works out
I feel helpless to myself
And everybody else
Because I spent all my health on 23
And how it felt to be
Useless and angry and stupid and wasteful (and the list goes on)
Give me everything for everyone
Remove all that's in my way
Fix this life I'm leading
And take the pain away
Show me what I've tried and failed
And don't forget to prove it
So that one day when I see a swarm of bees
I'll drive straight through it