Asphalt by Eugie Saguaro Lyrics

I don't want to know
Everything about her
I don't want to feel
The pain that she's encountered
But I don't have a choice
I don't have a choice
I dont want to see
The self inflicted wounds
I don't want to be
The person that she cries to
But I don't have a choice
I don't have a choice

I've gotta take it
Like the worst of them
Swallow my pride
Let it all in
Wipe my chin
When the pain is gone
Floss my teeth
Scrape my tongue
I've gotta make it
Like the worst I'll be
Bored to death
On my knees
Give a wink
When I leave this room
So she thinks
I have thought this through
Don't tell me so coyly you love me
Like I can't just look away and forget you
Believe me I'm sullied and really I thought
I was fortunate to have met you
It's superficial I wish you the best
But I can't support this encounter
The dress off, the mess, on the fence
One more time won't hurt

But I swear to god

If you follow me out I'll
Give you another mess you
Won't be able to come back from
You won't be able to pass on
You won't be able to breath in
The layers smothered like asphalt
You come in hot then you cool off
Get walked all over again

I can't be your bright side