Incomplete Unofficial Release by Ettrick Shepherd Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Guilt is the armageddon of emotions
Karma’s getting closer
I want closure but it’s harder
Than I expected to win over
It feels like painting pain on your face with ocher
No it feels like getting suffocated by a kobra
I like the sound of telling people I’m totally fine
But I know that’s lie and I feel broken inside
But they don’t see what happens when I close all the blinds
I get so overwhelmed by all my emotions and cry
Wanted to be basic and average
I never blamed it on having rotten luck
I gave all I had and it’s making me sad cos I’m facing the fact that I’m not enough
I fake it and act like I don’t hate where I’m at, rarely honest but
When I am I’m so damn honest that it looks like I’m trying to cause a fuss
You don’t know my hurt
So don’t pretend you do
Got like no friends but I promise I’ll let it go when something new
Comes around and I feel less surrounded
Never said I was proud with this shit except for this outlet
[Hook]
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete
[Verse 2]
It may appear to you
That I’m a happy and cheerful dude
But really I want my fear removed
But nobody wants to hear the truth
I’ve spent my whole life hoping for better days
Waiting patiently for years but they never came
I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t fucking up my mental state
They tell me “Move on from it all, the past don’t matter anyway”
Things are moving too fast, I’m getting motion sickness
Be realistic or pessimistic, I don’t know the difference
[Hook]
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete
Guilt is the armageddon of emotions
Karma’s getting closer
I want closure but it’s harder
Than I expected to win over
It feels like painting pain on your face with ocher
No it feels like getting suffocated by a kobra
I like the sound of telling people I’m totally fine
But I know that’s lie and I feel broken inside
But they don’t see what happens when I close all the blinds
I get so overwhelmed by all my emotions and cry
Wanted to be basic and average
I never blamed it on having rotten luck
I gave all I had and it’s making me sad cos I’m facing the fact that I’m not enough
I fake it and act like I don’t hate where I’m at, rarely honest but
When I am I’m so damn honest that it looks like I’m trying to cause a fuss
You don’t know my hurt
So don’t pretend you do
Got like no friends but I promise I’ll let it go when something new
Comes around and I feel less surrounded
Never said I was proud with this shit except for this outlet
[Hook]
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete
[Verse 2]
It may appear to you
That I’m a happy and cheerful dude
But really I want my fear removed
But nobody wants to hear the truth
I’ve spent my whole life hoping for better days
Waiting patiently for years but they never came
I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t fucking up my mental state
They tell me “Move on from it all, the past don’t matter anyway”
Things are moving too fast, I’m getting motion sickness
Be realistic or pessimistic, I don’t know the difference
[Hook]
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete
Recently these hardships have been killing me
Happiness just feels like a vivid dream
Life is a movie and I’ve been skipping scenes
Got it all but my life still feels incomplete