Bad Habits by Etoc Lyrics
Wasting my time getting wasted
New places, all the same faces
No space, my mind dangerous
Same phone calls, copied and pasted
But still you care, that just ain't fair
After all the terrible things we shared
Thought you would want me out of your hair
I'm just a nobody going nowhere
Addicted again, I don't know how to end
All these fucked up things that go on in my head
All the stupid mistakes, I bend and I break
Asking God to tell me my fate
Getting drunk off my tears
I've been drinking for years
Blurring the lines, 'til I'm not seeing clear
All the empty space, all the shadows I chase
All these regrets that can't be erased
Why doesn't he answer my prayers? (I don't know)
Can't I peel off my layers? (My heart's so cold)
Take two steps forward, and one step back
Clear the fog in my mind, and then I relapse
Digging my own grave, I can't be saved
I keep trying, but can't get away
Days start to blur, my words start to slur
Stuck in my ways, all because of her
Can't answer your calls
Won't help me at all
Get so high, but too painful to fall
All this noise in my head makes my brain cells go dead
Wasting my time getting wasted
New places, all the same faces
No space, my mind dangerous
Same phone calls, copied and pasted
But still you care, that just ain't fair
After all the terrible things we shared
Thought you would want me out of your hair
I'm just a nobody going nowhere
Addicted again, I don't know how to end
All these fucked up things that go on in my head
All the stupid mistakes, I bend and I break
Asking God to tell me my fate
Getting drunk off my tears
I've been drinking for years
Blurring the lines, 'til I'm not seeing clear
All the empty space, all the shadows I chase
All these regrets that can't be erased
Dropped to the sickness, I'm sketching the disease
Always hurting the people I want to please
I felt I've been a failure
Bad decisions, I'm my own traitor
Go deaf when I hear your voice
Oh God! While she was changing my choice
I'm a rock, (You've given me self)
Oh no, let my gut spills
Look out below!
Lose my vision when I see your face
Look at me in disgust and disgrace
Can't see a light at the end of the tunnel
Life's a struggle, it's a piece to the puzzle
And I just don't learn
Addicted to the flame, I love the burn
Wasting my time getting wasted
New places, all the same faces
No space, my mind dangerous
Same phone calls, copied and pasted
But still you care, that just ain't fair
After all the terrible things we shared
Thought you would want me out of your hair
I'm just a nobody going nowhere
Addicted again, I don't know how to end
All these fucked up things that go on in my head
All the stupid mistakes, I bend and I break
Asking God to tell me my fate
Getting drunk off my tears
I've been drinking for years
Blurring the lines, 'til I'm not seeing clear
All the empty space, all the shadows I chase
All these regrets that can't be erased
New places, all the same faces
No space, my mind dangerous
Same phone calls, copied and pasted
But still you care, that just ain't fair
After all the terrible things we shared
Thought you would want me out of your hair
I'm just a nobody going nowhere
Addicted again, I don't know how to end
All these fucked up things that go on in my head
All the stupid mistakes, I bend and I break
Asking God to tell me my fate
Getting drunk off my tears
I've been drinking for years
Blurring the lines, 'til I'm not seeing clear
All the empty space, all the shadows I chase
All these regrets that can't be erased
Why doesn't he answer my prayers? (I don't know)
Can't I peel off my layers? (My heart's so cold)
Take two steps forward, and one step back
Clear the fog in my mind, and then I relapse
Digging my own grave, I can't be saved
I keep trying, but can't get away
Days start to blur, my words start to slur
Stuck in my ways, all because of her
Can't answer your calls
Won't help me at all
Get so high, but too painful to fall
All this noise in my head makes my brain cells go dead
Wasting my time getting wasted
New places, all the same faces
No space, my mind dangerous
Same phone calls, copied and pasted
But still you care, that just ain't fair
After all the terrible things we shared
Thought you would want me out of your hair
I'm just a nobody going nowhere
Addicted again, I don't know how to end
All these fucked up things that go on in my head
All the stupid mistakes, I bend and I break
Asking God to tell me my fate
Getting drunk off my tears
I've been drinking for years
Blurring the lines, 'til I'm not seeing clear
All the empty space, all the shadows I chase
All these regrets that can't be erased
Dropped to the sickness, I'm sketching the disease
Always hurting the people I want to please
I felt I've been a failure
Bad decisions, I'm my own traitor
Go deaf when I hear your voice
Oh God! While she was changing my choice
I'm a rock, (You've given me self)
Oh no, let my gut spills
Look out below!
Lose my vision when I see your face
Look at me in disgust and disgrace
Can't see a light at the end of the tunnel
Life's a struggle, it's a piece to the puzzle
And I just don't learn
Addicted to the flame, I love the burn
Wasting my time getting wasted
New places, all the same faces
No space, my mind dangerous
Same phone calls, copied and pasted
But still you care, that just ain't fair
After all the terrible things we shared
Thought you would want me out of your hair
I'm just a nobody going nowhere
Addicted again, I don't know how to end
All these fucked up things that go on in my head
All the stupid mistakes, I bend and I break
Asking God to tell me my fate
Getting drunk off my tears
I've been drinking for years
Blurring the lines, 'til I'm not seeing clear
All the empty space, all the shadows I chase
All these regrets that can't be erased