Isolation Sickness by Ethics Lyrics
Floating through the darkness all alone
Too deep underground can't use no phone
I don't even wanna go back home
I'm so by myself no shadow clone
I'm by myself nobody with me. It's kinda silly
This isolation makes me sick I think I'm getting dizzy
I'm so self aware. I know just how I'm feeling
But I have no clue, how the fuck Imma deal with it
Let's bring it back to reality
Where I'm rapping dramatically
My thoughts are terrifying. Amityville calamity
On the fence about dying so I say it sarcastically
If I really go through with that shit my mom will be mad at me
I feel so by myself in a room full of people
I'm not asking for help. I put my heart on the steeple
Of the church
That it's on top of
Staring at the ground thinking "Fuck, what if I hop off?"
What if I die? What if I end it
What's gone happen to the connections I never mended
What's gone happen to the people that I love
They gone cry about it, Imma watch em from above
Like
Floating through the darkness all alone
Too deep underground can't use no phone
I don't even wanna go back home
I'm so by myself no shadow clone
Why every body left my side just like Imma leper
Look to my left I'm telling Kronk, just go pull the lever
You said I'm tied down to the Earth but ties are what I sever
If I decide to die tonight then I'll be gone forever
If Imma do it then I gotta do it right
'Cause I'm dealing with these thoughts just about every single night
I'm only here right now because I'm putting up a fight
But to really keep it a buck nigga I kinda wanna die
Too deep underground can't use no phone
I don't even wanna go back home
I'm so by myself no shadow clone
I'm by myself nobody with me. It's kinda silly
This isolation makes me sick I think I'm getting dizzy
I'm so self aware. I know just how I'm feeling
But I have no clue, how the fuck Imma deal with it
Let's bring it back to reality
Where I'm rapping dramatically
My thoughts are terrifying. Amityville calamity
On the fence about dying so I say it sarcastically
If I really go through with that shit my mom will be mad at me
I feel so by myself in a room full of people
I'm not asking for help. I put my heart on the steeple
Of the church
That it's on top of
Staring at the ground thinking "Fuck, what if I hop off?"
What if I die? What if I end it
What's gone happen to the connections I never mended
What's gone happen to the people that I love
They gone cry about it, Imma watch em from above
Like
Floating through the darkness all alone
Too deep underground can't use no phone
I don't even wanna go back home
I'm so by myself no shadow clone
Why every body left my side just like Imma leper
Look to my left I'm telling Kronk, just go pull the lever
You said I'm tied down to the Earth but ties are what I sever
If I decide to die tonight then I'll be gone forever
If Imma do it then I gotta do it right
'Cause I'm dealing with these thoughts just about every single night
I'm only here right now because I'm putting up a fight
But to really keep it a buck nigga I kinda wanna die