Misuse Oh - 4185941 by Ethel Cain Lyrics

I told you from the start
I disappear when it gets cold
But you found a way to keep me here
With a body to hold

And i think of you
When i’m drunk in the road in front of your old house
I miss what you’d do to me
When i was in need of you and blacked out

I miss you, darling
I miss you so
I’m sorry i went crazy
I just thought i’d let you know

Taking pictures while you sleep
Leftovers on the table, strangers on the tv
I’m bleeding from my ears
Sneaking out while you’re asleep, cause you’re my biggest fear

And i think of you
When i’m drunk in the road in front of your old house
I miss what you’d do to me
When i was in need of you and blacked out
I miss you, darling
I miss you so